| hey ive changed my xanga to lostinchange...
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| so hmm wutz been going on lately.
posts have been slow and filled w/ tons of pictures b/c the thought in my head r too risky to write down most of the time...or just boring.
so im sitting here drinking a cherry slushie from 711 thinking about korea cuz wenever i get something i couldnt get in korea i always tend to think about them. life has been going on normally enough...i now have a job at ruby tuesdays as a hostess :) so basically im paid to smile and open the door for ppl...haha no complaints there. its a good job..and i get to work w/ amazingly hot ppl *wnk*
tonite i go to counseling...i havent been in forever and im sure ill talk the entire time about my insane pyscotic-ness. then im getting a pedicure w/ my mom...cuz we're kewl like that and ive never had one b4 ...teehee..i hate ppl touching my feet...o well i guess i needa get over it to have my toes look pretty. and then the oc :)
i <3 driving, shows((the one on saturday! everybody come to never laid rest's show)), my numerous men, smiles, carla n jacen, my job, pretty toes, cherry slushies.... |
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| i hate to leave u standing at my door....
brents banquet tonite :) |
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| ive hurt more ppl in this one year alone then in my entire life, i think.
this feeling is the worst thing in the world.
i hate this. |
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| ive been wondering a lot lately why we're here...i mean we're doomed to repeat everything over n over again..itz just different degrees of feeling to each situation. i have everything ive ever wanted. and i knew it would happen, that i wouldnt feel that complete joy that i just knew i would have if i had one..more..thing....but wen this feeling occurs, u tend to sit back and question why ur not overjoyed.
even tho ultimately, i kno.
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